I have been feeling very sick this entire weekend. Major headaches, turned into migraines, and nausea. And even cramps. This scared me beyond belief! I have had cramps on my sides, but never in the center of my abdomen. But no bleeding or spotting! I have been very scared, but I just slowed down, took it easy, and tried to stay positive and in prayer.
Saturday was the sickest I have ever felt-- throughout this whole pregnancy. That is what made me so scared since I spotted just a few days earlier. It was quite awful, but the positive was that when I cooked the food for our conversational dinner-- the smell of the pork roasts made me want to vomit. I found this to be a good thing! A symptom of being pregnant! Nothing could squelch this feeling and when it came to eating, I just couldn't eat it. It is still in the fridge and I wouldn't even make a plate for Dave last night for dinner because it makes me sick just thinking about it. Yay!?
Dave was an absolute doll because since I couldn't eat dinner, all I was craving was Taco Bell.:) Even though he has been extremely sick the last few days, he went out at 11:00 at night and bought me food in the pouring rain. He is such a wonderful, devoted husband! I was feeling sooooo nauseous, but after a bit, I was able to eat and keep it down. He even picked up movies for us to watch on Sunday at Family Video. He's such a great man!
On Sunday, we both were not feeling well in the morning, but we were able to go to 10:45 service. After service, he took me to Chili's for soup and salad. I'm still craving those salads!:) Then we went home, watched the documentary, Unknown White Male-- which was terribly sad and I was crying throughout, and then got ready to go to the very last home game of the Walleye. We had such a great time together! Jellybean's fourth game!:o) We talked a lot this weekend, and I really feel that together, with Christ, we can get through everything and anything. Our love is so strong and I know that regardless of other blessings God gives me or decides to not give me-- I have already received the most precious gift that others never receive-- the truest love of a husband of God.
We have an ultrasound today at 3:00p. I am extremely not looking forward to going- I read that 3% of women find out at this appointment that their child has no heartbeat. Why do I read the internet!?!?! Sometimes all that information is a form of torture! I must stop reading so much! I need to put all my faith in Jesus and rely solely on him. Dave is coming with me and knowing that he will be there to hold my hand will make everything okay. God has a plan for us-- today we get to find out what that plan is.
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